did not realize that it would be my last time in DRC, but there ya go. This time my plans were a little more concrete, with a little more purpose. I was hoping to meet Janvier, a remarkably kind and humble man I had met on my last trip to eastern Congo. He had sat next to me on a passenger ferry and talked for most of the trip about the aid organization he runs. Of course, after minerals, aid is probably the biggest industry in eastern Congo. Most people who were anybody in the region seemed to be involved in government, minerals or development work. That he ran an organization is not what made him special. The fact that he was so passionate about his work, had no foreign donors and still seemed idealistic about one of the most hellish regions on earth was what impressed me. I wanted to visit him in Goma, see his projects, understand more about his work, and see if he was what he said he was.
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As I waded through Bukavu’s unruly port, enduring jeers, greetings and aggressive commerce, I found myself sweating more than I normally did in Rwanda. The muck and garbage accumulated on my decrepit sandals as I searched for my vessel to take me to Goma. The various touts and ticket salesmen that hung around the gangplank tried to refuse me a 3rd class ticket, insisting that I was meant to be at least in 2nd or 1st class. First, I had to get them to admit that there was a 3rd class, then that I really wanted that $10 ticket.
After wandering around the port for a couple hours, I returned to the boat and secured myself a window seat in 3rd class. It didn’t seem too bad. However, in Titanic fashion, life jackets only existed in the upper classes. I didn’t mind. If the boat did sink, which they do on occasion, I figured a life jacket would only encourage hangers on from the masses who can’t swim. I would try to float away from the chaos discreetly on my back.
Passengers arrived and my row slowly filled. As the third class cabin started to overflow (there are only caps on ticket sales for 1st and 2nd class) a young…large woman forced her way into my row, wedging herself between me and the poor old woman next to me. I’m pretty tolerant of these crowded spaces, but I have to say this woman was downright rude in her behavior. She seemed to be constantly trying to claim more space for herself by placing her arms and belongings on top of other people and their stuff. It didn’t take long to make the decision to escape to the open air of the deck above. The overnight ride was going to be exhausting, and I needed to walk around before I could settle in.
I found someone to sell me a warm beer and wandered around the multi-leveled vessel. I felt out of sorts and tired. The exuberance that pervaded my mood on previous visits to DRC was fading. The uncouth young men who shadowed me with whispers of “white man” in various idioms, frayed my nerves. Occasionally one of them would yell, “Eh! Le blanc!” with nothing to follow up with after grabbing my attention. Hours later, having grown tired of them, I snapped back, “My name is not ‘le blanc’, ‘mzungu’, ‘mondele’ or ‘touri’”. A moment of silence passed and one said, “Well, what’s your name?” “Joey,” I huffed. This delighted them. They all exclaimed in unison, “Joey!” I had to crack a smile. Really, they just wanted to meet me, but lacked the language or social skills to make it happen. They continued to shadow me at a distance for most of the ride, but their random calls to me were “Joey”, rather than one of the aforementioned synonyms for white man.
When I visited my seat around 10 PM, I was completely unsurprised that my neighbor had completely overtaken my space, and my bag was crammed under the seat and almost impossible to find. I excavated my bag out from underneath bags, and limbs and returned to the cool air of the bow. We had made a couple of stops, acquiring a heavier load of third class passengers. The cabin was destined to be a stuffy pit by morning, and I was happy to be free of it. I found an employee and asked if I would be permitted to set up my tent on the bow. He asked the captain, and I was cleared. This was a big relief.
I waited until midnight, when most people had left the decks, to set up my tent in peace and privacy. This was the best idea I had in years. The deck underneath was cold and hard, but my thinning sleeping bag provided all the comfort I needed. I felt like I was getting away with something, buying the cheapest ticket and ending up with a better spot than almost anyone else on the boat.
I heard the first stirs of people on deck a couple hours before sunrise. I peeked out and could see the lights of Goma in the distance. I wasn’t expecting to arrive so soon, but guessed I still had another thirty minutes to hide away in my tent. I was exhausted and didn’t feel much like socializing. As it turned out, the lights were deceptive, and we didn’t dock until an hour after sunrise. I slowly and groggily packed my tent away in front of a crowd of staring passengers. As much as I dream of spending weeks on a public boat from Kisangani to Kinshasa on the Congo River, I am aware that I would be lucky to even get this much privacy or comfort on one of those miserably crowded vessels.
I had tried to contact Janvier the day before, but had had phone problems. I had bought a Congolese SIM card, but since I was borrowing a new phone, I hadn’t realized it wasn’t unlocked. My Rwandan SIM card still worked, but only when I was close to the Rwandan border. Plus, I had only a small amount of credit on that card and couldn’t buy more in DRC. All that Janvier knew was that I was coming to Goma at some point, and I was unsure if he had received my message that I was on the boat. I figured I would go to town, find a hotel or place to camp and get my phone sorted out before getting back in touch with him.
I was only half-surprised to find Janvier waiting for me at the port, all smiles. He was that kind of guy. He gave me the traditional formal greeting of that region in which one grasps the other’s neck, shoulders or head and gives three forehead-to-forehead taps, right, left and center. I had seen Rwandans do it to each other on occasion when two good friends had not seen each other in a long time. This, however, was the first time that anyone had honored me with this greeting.
Janvier was well dressed in slacks and a long-sleeved shirt, while I was more…hobo casual. I apologized for my appearance, trying to explain that I didn’t realize we would be meeting right then. He didn’t even notice what I was wearing.
We took motos out of the secluded, port, surrounded by an escarpment covered in emerald forest. I was still unclear what exactly our plan was, but I was pretty sure we were going to his office first. Thirty minutes later, we were zooming far from Goma’s sparsely paved center into the sprawling expanse of one-story concrete businesses that lined the main dirt and volcanic rock boulevard. When we finally stopped, I looked around for his office. We walked toward the rusty gate of a small compound, and I assumed that was the NGO’s headquarters. It looked rough, but functional. Then Janvier turned unlocked the door of a small concrete unit next to the compound. It was far more basic than I could have anticipated. The organization was run out of a run-down space smaller than the average American’s living room. A re-claimed chunk of wood paneling with a barely working door divided space between the workspace in front and Janvier’s office in the back. A years-old calendar with hand-made updated pages hung above his desk. His colleague and co-founder joined us to discuss the organization and answer my questions. I was not prepared for an interview, but I made do.
Luckily the colleague knew a bit of English and helped explain some of the French words I didn’t understand. He was a jurist, and provided legal help to rape victims. I asked if many of the victims refused to pursue legal action due to a lack of faith in the justice system as well as the threat of stigmatization in their communities if people knew they had been raped. He said that it happens, but just as often women insist on his help to go to the police and report what had happened. I was surprised, but this was heartening news.
The organization seemed ambitious in its scope of work. Legal assistance is only one of several things they do. They work with a couple of health clinics in the area to provide medical help to rape victims. They also seem to have, on some level, income-generating activities with abuse victims and seed distribution programs. Their most ambitious work seems to be in the smaller towns and villages of North Kivu, where the situation is much more volatile. A chart hung on the wall that showed the organization’s structure from the top management level in Goma, down to the village coordinators in villages in departments like Masisi, and Walikale, names that have, unfortunately, become synonymous with ethnic conflict and mass rape in the last decade.
After chatting for an hour about the organization, I asked if I would be able to see some of the organization’s work. Janvier took me, via public minibus, to a small clinic even farther outside of town. It was a small dispensary with a few rooms for patients. It was basic, but well taken care of. A foundation of volcanic rock sat next to the clinic, a sign of optimism; they hoped to one day increase their capacity with another wing.
The doctor, Jean-Paul, discussed the issue of sexual violence in the region. He told me that in 2013 8% of women in North Kivu were victims of sexual violence. While the clinic serves people in the community in many ways, Janvier brings victims of sexual violence to this clinic to receive physical and psychological treatment. As physically devastating as the sexual violence tends to be in the region, Jean-Paul and Janvier are very mindful of the importance of addressing the psychological trauma of the women they treat.
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| Jean-Paul at the clinic. |
During our conversation, I learned what was fairly obvious: that the clinic ran on fumes. Jean-Paul mentioned matter-of-factly that he often can’t pay his tiny staff, let alone himself. I asked what, to me, seemed like a relevant question: “So why do you keep doing this? Why do you keep coming in every morning?” Maybe I have grown cynical, but I have seen the apathy among some educated professionals in stable African countries. I wouldn’t blame this man for giving up, considering the depressing situation he faces. However, he laughed at my question, as if it was ridiculous to even ask it. He put his arms up, casually, and said, “I’m an activist. I’m a humanist. I just want to help.” I guess it was an obvious answer, and I felt ashamed for even asking the question. Maybe for a region so identified, in the mass media, with the evil capabilities of mankind, it is easy to forget that most people are just decent humans trying to go about their daily lives as best they can.
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| Jean-Paul in the clinic's small lab. The microscope is the clinic's prized possession. |
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| Janvier at the clinic. |
After the visit, Janvier walked me to his house for lunch. We entered a gated compound with a two-story, half-constructed concrete house. His wife emerged from a tiny, clapboard hut, next to the large home, to greet us. I assumed, for a while, that the house under construction was a long and slow project of Janvier’s, put together little by little as the money trickled in. Later, however, he would tell me that they were only living inside that compound to watch over the construction project as some sort of basic security watchmen.
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| The Family. |
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| The family wanted me in one of the pictures, so I used the timer on the camera. I couldn't figure out how to get it to wait longer than two seconds. |
One of Janvier’s colleagues joined the family, including Janvier’s four kids, for lunch. I asked a few more questions about the organization, still trying to figure out how it functions financially. They explained that the six founding members privately fund it. None of these founding members appear to be independently wealthy. They each try to contribute $100 per month. Their tiny, remote office alone costs $100/month. Real estate costs are relatively outrageous in Congolese cities and local wages don’t do much to offset these high costs. The monthly contribution is no small sum for people like Janvier, who has no second job, or a college education. He got his start in this work twelve years earlier with a job at the Panzi Hospital in Bukavu, a facility to treat rape victims founded by Nobel Peace Prize nominee Dr. Denis Mukwege. He told me how he once escorted a group of dozens of women from a rural village to Bukavu, a trip that took two weeks on foot, so they could receive treatment.
I asked more questions about how this organization was funded, but it never really made sense how it could operate two offices in the city, plus nearly twenty offices in neighboring territories. I finally asked, “Janvier, how do you eat?” He simply said, “We are Congolese. We have little means, but we make do with what we can. It’s like that here…If we fold our arms, the victims will die.”
Perhaps the most unique thing about this organization was their efforts to do sensitization work with the militias, who inflict the majority of the terror in rural areas. It seemed idealistic, if not absurd, to go out to armed militias to try to convince them to, at least, stop using rape as a war tactic. Other NGO’s don’t do this because they can’t. When Janvier said, “these are our brothers and sisters,” referring to rebel groups, I thought he meant it figuratively. In fact, he literally meant that among members of the organization, there are familial connections to these armed groups, which gives them access for these sensitization campaigns. I asked if it was working, and he claimed it was the reason that sexual violence had declined significantly since 2013. I felt that attributing this to telling the militias to stop raping people was naïve. Almost certainly it is more of a result to an overall decline in violence, the fall of the M23 rebel group and a more powerful UN force. I later asked one of his colleagues, in private, why he thought the frequency of sexual violence had declined in the past year. He said, “Oh, did you know our organization does sensitization campaigns with the rebel groups? Nobody else does this, but it has worked very well. That is why sexual violence has decreased.” I still don’t really believe it, but imagine if it actually was working. This would be a huge challenge to whatever methods big aid organizations and the UN have been (unsuccessfully) using to combat sexual violence.
Janvier, recognizing that I would need to find a place to stay and get some rest, accompanied me back to the center of town. According to my guidebook, there were two places in town that catered to overlanders, that unique brand of traveler that traverses the continent in beefed-up RVs. These would be the places to look for a place to pitch a tent. Janvier was one of those unique people that actually comprehended that I wasn’t rich, and didn’t find it shocking that I preferred to find a place to pitch a tent for a few bucks than pay whatever it takes for a room up to typical white person standards. As with the cheap hotels listed in the Bukavu chapter of the guidebook, the camping spots in Goma did not appear to exist. One of the places was just a bar, and the manager said I could pitch my tent on their grass, but I probably wouldn’t want to, as it is loud and full of people at night. I allowed Janvier to go and I would take care of things on my own.
I eventually found a basic hotel, bargained for the price and got a bit of rest. As a city, Goma was a bit exhausting. It felt hot, and the volcanic dust that hung in the air clung to my skin. It was the middle of the dry season, and the grey haze in the air made me feel more like I was in the Sahel than in Central Africa. The volcanic rocks that protruded from underneath every side road made walking more difficult than it needed to be.
One unique thing about Goma is its large fleet of chikudus, a type of giant, wooden scooter. In a more well-known and less war-torn city, most people would know that chikudus are iconic in Goma as rickshaws in Kolkata, 1950’s American cars in Havana or a-holes in New York City. These scooters are used to transport goods and materials from outlying areas and all over the city. In many developing countries, bicycles, carts or donkey carts are used to deliver heavy items, however it is clear why this is not an option in Goma. Bicycles and carts would have no chance at standing up to the volcanic rock of Goma. The tires would be torn to ribbons in hours. These locally made scooters are made with beefy chunks of wood, and the wooden wheels have thick, rubber tried tread nailed into them. Most even have a hefty suspension under the handlebars. They are such a symbol for Goma, that there is a statue of a chikudu and its rider in the middle of one of the main traffic circles. Al Jazeera has a short video of these scooters at work, which is worth checking out to see them in action.
That evening, I went for a walk into town to do some basic errands. As I went about my business, I got a feel for what might be one of the cities most segregated between its large foreigner presence and everyone else. In my two days in Goma, (not much, admittedly), I never saw a single foreigner on the street. I saw all kinds of foreigners in big SUVs, and a couple on motos, however. Most of these vehicles were labeled with the logo of their NGO, some had a sign that said “PRESS” in the window and one SUV, occupied by a fat, middle-aged couple, was packed to the gills with touristy carvings, masks, paintings and trinkets. I wished I could have met them. In town, things looked gloomy and rugged, but every once in a while I would pass by a fancy restaurant with palm trees, cabanas and flat screen TVs. It was incongruous and I felt like I was walking on a curb between two worlds that barely knew each other. Unlike Bukavu, Goma felt like a city that shouldn’t have been. Most of its population, of nearly a million, has arrived in the last twenty years, resulting in a city that has grown out, rather than up.
I indulged in a few street snacks, including a giant meatball, which was more delicious than just about anything I had ever eaten in Rwanda. Another favorite was caramelized peanut balls, which basically tasted like the peanuts from Cracker Jack. Eventually, I found myself wandering into an open-air bar as the sun went down. There was nothing particularly special about this bar, but it was everything that a good African bar should be. First of all, it was open-air, with a few covered areas and cabanas in case of rain. Second, it was blasting great African music, Congolese soukous in this case. Third, it was not catering to foreigners (I seemed to be the only non-African). The beers were cheap, people were in good spirits, women who were not prostitutes were drinking and people were dancing at random, whenever they were moved to. I was disappointed to be alone, but I enjoyed taking in the cheery scene as I sipped a couple of beers.
I headed back to my hotel around nine. Goma is not one of those cities where it is not advisable to walk around alone at night. I often ignore those warnings, but it would feel exceedingly stupid to get robbed at night for walking around alone at night in a Congolese city. So I hopped on a moto and directed him back to my hotel. Since it wasn’t so late, though, I wasn’t going directly to bed. I wandered within a few of blocks my hotel to see what was going on. The streets weren’t lively, but the few candlelit bars and open shops had people mingling over warm beers. It tends to be generator-only around Goma and this luxury item was far out of reach for most businesses in this part of town.
I entered one of the shadowy shops to buy a beer, while the drunks sipping Turbo Kings on the rickety bench inside laughed with and at me. I wandered a few doors down where a small crowd of drinkers, bored teenagers and stray children had gathered outside of a shady bar. Men were yelling, others were laughing. One stumbling man shed his shirt, as as pushes were exchanged and an inevitable brawl loomed. I will never feel proud of my deep, voyeuristic tendencies when it comes to public violence, but I can’t deny it. I was pumped, laughing with the teenagers at the stumbling drunks, making bold threats to each other. The crowd swelled and shrunk, as the fight never reached a point beyond shoves and a few poorly placed hooks and jabs. I went to bed, mildly disappointed.
Janvier said he was going to come to my hotel in the morning. I had asked him if I would be able to see some of the organization’s work in action. I had heard a lot about what the organization supposedly does, but never really saw anything happen. He told me that the organization doesn’t operate on Saturdays, so I wondered what we would be doing. He said he would arrive at 9 AM, but that time came and went. At 11:30, I gave up and decided to try to find something to do in town. I packed my bag, left the hotel, then got a call from him. He was waiting at the hotel, so I went back. He was apologetic for his tardiness, but explained that there had a been a raid on a small town west of Goma, and a couple of women were raped. While it was unknown which rebel group had committed this act, it was creepy to hear that they were speaking Kinyarwanda. Janvier had had to go out to the town to accompany the women to a clinic. Of course I didn’t mind because this was far more important, but I would have at least like to have gone with him. I wanted to write something about this organization, with the intent of getting it published in an online magazine, but without actually seeing some of his work, like what he was doing that morning, it would be impossible.
We chatted for a while in the hotel lobby, and decided it would be better for me to try to come back another time during the week. I was willing to return, but was a little disappointed I hadn’t gotten a chance to see what the organization actually does. Unfortunately, I never would get a chance to get back to Goma before leaving Rwanda.
I was trying to decide what to do as far as traveling was concerned. I could get back to Bukavu either via overnight boat, or go the next day over land in a minibus. I really wanted to go by bus, so could actually see more of the Congolese countryside, but it was going to save me money to take the boat, since I woudn’t have to pay for a hotel room. I decided to just explore Goma a bit that day and leave on the evening boat.
I had little idea of what to see and do in Goma, but I did want to get a better perspective on this city that had been buried under meters of lava eleven years earlier. My hotel was built on the lava flow, but it is hard to get a feel for it. I wanted to get a bit outside of the town and see if I would have a better feel of this buried town.
I stopped a moto and said, “take me 500 francs in this direction,” as I pointed north. “Where are you going?” he responded. “Just that way. 500 francs worth.” He seemed confused by this, but eventually agreed.
He gave me a lengthy ride for what I had paid. We seemed to stop at random. I got off, paid and walked onto an adjacent road. I wouldn’t call the neighborhood a slum, necessarily, but it was definitely poor and full of makeshift homes. Everything was built on, and often with, the ubiquitous volcanic rock. I wasn’t sure what to make of peoples’ reaction to my presence. Many people simply gave me friendly greetings, while others made grunts and squeaks at their surprise to see me. I wondered if westerners ever come to these outlying neighborhoods, and if so, for what reason. Judging by the reactions of people, and the fact that I hadn’t seen another westerner on foot in Goma, I imagine I was a rare sight. I also wondered if people would think this is dangerous. Surely Goma has far more crime than any city in Rwanda, but I couldn’t imagine anything terrible happening in broad daylight in this friendly neighborhood with plenty of people around.
As I continued on this road, I came to what looked like a volcanic rock quarry. Or perhaps this massive pile of car-sized rocks was just what the lava flow looked like eleven years later, when nobody had built on it. I walked off the road to explore the rock pile. Suddenly I realized that I was completely alone, and that this, if any, would be the dangerous situation. I also realized that I was nearing the edge of the airport. The fence on the farthest edge of the landing strip was just a couple hundred meters away. I walked on a trail up the rock pile to get a better view of the airport. Suddenly I heard a voice shouting at me. I saw a swaying soldier telling me to come to him. I had never had any of the awful experiences with Congolese soldiers, police or officialdom that I had heard so much about, but I realized that this could easily turn into one. I could tell he was drunk from a distance. I slowly went back down the trail I had climbed up. “No!” he shouted, “come HERE!” The winding path was not direct enough for him.
“Is there a problem?” I asked.
“No, just come here.” He shouted.
“Umm, I’m going to go this way,” I said, pointing down the path to go back to the neighborhood.
“No, come here first. There’s no problem, just come here.” The angrier he got, the more convinced I was to not go to him.
“If there’s no problem, I’m going this way.” I said as I turned my back to him and hustled away. He kept shouting after me, but apparently didn’t feel like chasing me down. It was a very minor incident, but I realized I was shaking lightly from the adrenaline.
As I continued to walk through the neighborhood, I started to accumulate children. Some of them started clinging to my arm. I eventually had about six kids holding my hands and arm, with a few others following. It was both awkward and kind of fun to see everyone laughing at us. I had to shake them off when I reached the next main road and decided to take a moto back to town.
We passed by a Senegalese UN base, then a Pakistani UN base. I wondered what life is like for UN soldiers. I had heard that they are not well liked in Goma, and frequently come under attack with rocks thrown by children and young adults. I saw them all over town, riding around in the back of trucks, armed with machine guns and wearing either blue helmets or blue turbans. The airport featured a constant stream of UN helicopters coming in and out, flying at fantastic angles over my hotel.
In the late afternoon I found myself at an open-air bar to get a brochette for lunch. The best part of this bar was the fact that they had rabbit on the menu, and rabbits wandering around the floor of the bar, munching on cabbages tied to poles. It was like being able to choose your lobster from the lobster tank, except the lobsters are frolicking around your feet.
Late in the afternoon I took a moto to the port and bought my ticket to go to Bukavu. The officials that took my name and checked my documents tried again to get me to pay the supposed fee. I refused repeatedly. The guidebook had even warned that it is unlikely to get the boat out of Goma without paying about $20 for a fee/bribe. I repeatedly refused and eventually made it on without paying an additional cent.
This was the biggest boat I had been on in Lake Kivu. The 1st class cabin verged on swanky, with dim, fluorescent blue lighting, small tables among the clusters of seats, and outlets in every seat. Again, I wandered around the various decks, and eventually set up my tent on the stern deck. Nobody paid me any mind and it was a decent trip. Unfortunately, though, by the time we arrived in Bukavu in the morning I was feeling awful. I had slept quite a bit, but maybe the cold air had gotten to me. I just wanted to get back to Rwanda and either sleep or sun myself in my own boat. Congo has its excitement, but I admit that Rwanda is handy for a break from the chaos. Or perhaps I have grown soft.
